Will not confirm

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This necessity to confirm...

This necessity to talk to people,
To confirm to their whims,
To try to explain what they'll never understand,
And bear the ignominy of being slammed for they couldn't understand;

This necessity to sit through classes,
To sit through teachings,
To write exams,
Regurgitate and compete,
Witness those processions of victory,
And the ignominy of being slammed for not joining in dances of hypocrisy;

The free flow of my mind,
Hindered, maimed, bruised, castrated,
In these necessities to confirm,

Will not confirm,
For the sake of my sanity,
For the sake of my living,
For that one last outpost of independent thinking that this soul possesses,
Will not confirm to the necessities.